I hate the fact -

When I make plans with a friend and they’re fine with it, but push it back a bajillion times. I am nice enough to understand if any situations come up but if I call you and you have an excuse but said you could do something that day. I just feel like everyone knows I’m nice, so they take advantage to push me over because they know I’ll say it’s okay. I am a human being to, - of I extend you the courtesy and understand your situation please understand that if I find out your lying you just lost me as a friend. Nuff said.

"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"

Don’t lie to me.

People who have cell phones -_- , when people need you, you never pick up or at least send a text that you receive the call or even call the person back. Don’t make shxtty excuses like, “oh yeah my phone can’t receive certain text messages or calls,” when I’m sitting right next to you texting your boyfriend everytime the phone fxckin’ rings. Like don’t bullshxt me -_- like I call your house and leave you a message don’t act like your home phone has a problem to. You tell me to keep calling you and that it won’t annoy you. But when I do it does, and then you cancel our plans. & then you never call back just to reschedule or even get back to me when I leave you a message crying. Like are you fxckin’ kidding me. I understand your busy, I understand you have a life, I understand you have college. But, at least take your time out your day to even give me a reassuringly call or a text. I’m not asking for much, all I need is somebody there to listen. I’m already alone, why lie to me & keep me in this frustrating position. When you could just be honest with me, since my whole life has already been a lie and a disappointment. I’m nice because I choose to be and not be like the people who raised me, don’t take me for granted and toss me out. Sort of had it after a tiring day interning :/

le sigh…

All the cute guys I meet or help with all end up having girlfriends, and they’re the sweetest guys ever too. Just my luck.